Life is hard like that. Two unexpected surprises today- one good, one bad. But you gotta take both, you know? It’s true but it doesn’t make it any less hard. Nor does the difficulty make it any less true- so what else does one do but deal with it?
I’m a strong woman. I’m a good woman. I have a good heart and I wonderful support system. But even a strong, upbeat lady, like myself, gets her ass kicked every once in awhile. Well…its never really my ass, it’s my heart, but it hurts all the same. But I always come out on top. That’s called perseverance boys and girls and I have that shit in spades.
I know this is gonna be the year I really blossom though. I feel it all the way to my core. Got a lot of plans to put into motion, got a lot of goals to accomplish and I have a lot of loose ends to tie up. I’m gonna cauterise those bitches, as a matter of fact. This is the year I’m going to be concrete. In my words and in my actions. I’m a concrete kind of lady in general but I really mean to hold fast to what is good for ME. I want to live a little more freely this year. Not to work around someone else. Not to dance according to what I would like to happen next- but to just make a beeline for what I want. I dance too much in that sense. I try so hard to anticipate the next move but this year people are going to dance around ME- try and anticipate where *I* am gonna be. I’m ready for that.