Tinasphere

Life is hard like that. Two unexpected surprises today- one good, one bad. But you gotta take both, you know? It’s true but it doesn’t make it any less hard. Nor does the difficulty make it any less true- so what else does one do but deal with it?

I’m a strong woman. I’m a good woman. I have a good heart and I wonderful support system. But even a strong, upbeat lady, like myself, gets her ass kicked every once in awhile. Well…its never really my ass, it’s my heart, but it hurts all the same. But I always come out on top. That’s called perseverance boys and girls and I have that shit in spades.

I know this is gonna be the year I really blossom though. I feel it all the way to my core. Got a lot of plans to put into motion, got a lot of goals to accomplish and I have a lot of loose ends to tie up. I’m gonna cauterise those bitches, as a matter of fact. This is the year I’m going to be concrete. In my words and in my actions. I’m a concrete kind of lady in general but I really mean to hold fast to what is good for ME. I want to live a little more freely this year. Not to work around someone else. Not to dance according to what I would like to happen next- but to just make a beeline for what I want. I dance too much in that sense. I try so hard to anticipate the next move but this year people are going to dance around ME- try and anticipate where *I* am gonna be. I’m ready for that.

Some goals, in closing:

1. Real Estate Appraisal License

2. Get on top of my finances

3. Get down to 150

4. Get over it

Alright then. Get out there, girl.

I love you. I always have and I probably always will.

Right now, I can’t help but be vocal about it. Even when you respond with nothing but silence.

But one day, I won’t be so vocal about it. And some day after that, I will be silent.

But my heart will never be silent. It will always call out to you. I can only try and muffle it. 

If you want it to be silent then all you have to do is kill it- once and for all. Put it out of it’s misery, if silence is all the response you have for it.

A single bullet: “I don’t love you any more.” It’s an easy shot. This bullet never misses its target. Call it “heart-seeking”. 

Never say, “I love you” if you don’t really care.

Never talk about feelings if they aren’t really there.

Never hold my hand, if you’re going to break my heart.

Never say you’re going to, if you don’t plan to start.

Never look into my eyes if all you will do is lie.

Never say hi, if what you really mean is goodbye.

Cherish each little day

and all its precious memories

For each day

must end eventually

The sun must rise

and the sun must set

As sure as there is land and sea

Life is nothing more

than many little days

and each of its precious memories

When someone says they love you, you feel a little tingle. But when they tell you they don’t love you anymore, you feel every ounce of what was drain from your entire being.

It’s not what you lost. It’s what you gave up.

tumblrbot asked: ROBOTS OR DINOSAURS?

Robots. Especially Bender.